we both, admittedly, suck at relationships. they require too much time & effort, and though it makes me feel like less of an asshole that he also believes this, i'm afraid that we're each just going to repeat our usual patterns. i don't want all this good to be replaced with shit. that's not how i want to remember it.
what the hell do you do when it's too late to just be friends? [when you don't want to just be friends]