::"baby, you got what i need"::
i am ridiculously in it.
sometime last week i talked myself out of it (as i am wont to do). you know, it was as if someone were in my head because as soon as i got home, there was a message from his friend telling me how he's never seen him more interested in someone before, and how he talks about me "ALLLLLLLLLLLL THE FUCKING TIME".
and as easy as that i was reminded of laying on the kitchen floor at 4 in the morning, professing my love, and the skipping-down-the-hallway-happiness he brings me.
it makes me sick to my stomach.
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today i look like the long, lost female member of interpol, said bethany the last time i wore this outfit.
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one of these days i'm going to write an entry about what i really want to talk about.
right now i just don't have the attention span.
