because right now it's the most important thing i can do for myself.
because i'm only half there all the time.
because i can't get too close.
because i'm scared.
because i'm a chicken shit.
because it's not who i see.
because time's a wastin'.
because i'll never be here again.
because i can't fix all those yesterdays.
because i want everything to fall into place.
because it held me back before, and i never want to miss that again.
because i want to stop this.
because it's the last thing i think about before i fall asleep.
because it's the first thought i wake up to.
because i'm sick to death of excuses.
because it's about fucking time.