i blacked out in the grocery store this evening.
it was about, ohh, 6? and i hadn't eaten all day - not because i'm not eating (don't flip out), but because i just hadn't had time, and i wasn't hungry. anyway... as i was walking across the parking lot i started to get dizzy, and my vision got fuzzy - it seemed as though everything beside me was coming in towards me. i can't describe it any other way. i stopped for a second, tried getting myself under control, then staggered into the grocery store where everything proceeded to go black, and i stumbled backwards.
ahhh, i never fail to deliver, do i?
i'm sure that everyone there thought i was all drugged up.
why do i get dizzy all the time?
seriously. it's happened to me three times at work already. i get lightheaded, and then black out. luckily, it's only happened in the privacy of my (superfuckingadorable) office, so no one has witnessed me falling backwards against my drafting table.
it's all very dramatic.
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i just finished making a mix cd i was supposed to have finished months ago, and you know what i've discovered? (besides the fact that i loathe mix cds, and much prefer mix-TAPES.) i don't give half a crap about making them for most people.
i don't care anymore.
and where my mix-tapes were once so carefully crafted, they're now disjointed, and nothing means anything.
i'm tired.
i'm babbling.
let's pretend we're bunny rabbits.